Weird Parallels That Make You Go Hmmm....

.... well, that make me go hm... maybe not you *personally* ... yes, our trusty blog-oh-meter confirms that Annie has 4 interested readers. So, we're confident that Annie is not the only Weird-o reading the news and watching life while "hummm-ing" with gusto. This looks like a fine opportunity to hug you and welcome you to the Weird-O Club! Annie loves you. Even when others mockingly deride our tinfoil caps and window covers. Yes! Annie loves you. You are not alone. :o)

Okay, onto a real weird parallel view that has occurred over .. oh ... say .... Annie's entire life. lol Annie was born in the "heartland" of the United States. The Midwest. Near Chicago, Illinois. In Spring and Summer, the tornado sirens were an all too frequent wail, reminding us of the nearness of what some could call death in an instant. Maybe it was growing up in "Tornado Alley" that has made a Spiritual Viewpoint settle squarely on the theme of the Wizard Of Oz. What we think *is* often *isn't* What we view as fiction is quite frequently reality. And sometimes, we are privileged/doomed to have the ability to shift our views beyond what we see in this touch/see/feel third dimensional, concrete world .... over to what really moves our souls. And moves "mythic" reality.

Many regular readers [all 4 of you! :o) ] will remember that our youngest son is non-verbal and deeply autistic. He can and does communicate using the entire environment. Song lyrics, video clips, pointing to phrases, pointing to items/articles/people on the computer, using representative symbols such as bringing a cup forth when he is thirsty. I think you get the idea. When he wants to communicate outside of function and go deeper into aspects of the Soul or Worldviews, he takes my hand/finger and goes through a whirlwind series of all of the above! It can be exhausting - but it remains his preferred method to get his thoughts, feelings, perspectives communicated. His way is akin to a process called "facilitated communication." Our experiences together include elements of telepathy and things that could be considered "far beyond routine or 'normal' communication."

On this past Friday, March 11th, 2006, we had an experience on an "autism FC" internet group list that effectively capped our inclusion in discussion there. Along with hundreds of other "FC" communicators who prefer and *need* to have physical support like Ben does in order to communicate the things they want and need to communicate. This is a familiar "go around" for us and we've been barred from speaking our truth in the past. The difference that night was a parallel that occurred and became obvious to all who witnessed the exclusion. That parallel included fascism.

Okay, so we took a bad hit from narrow minds. It has happened with some regularity and no doubt may happen again. The ones who claim to know and love you the most are often the ones who don't have a clue and don't have one inch of right to claim "love" for anyone or anything. SO! That night, something "in the air" was just different than in past interactions with minds like that. It was palpable, brewing, simmering, and the silence post bashing was almost unbearable. The same kind of feeling experienced when the atmosphere is suddenly silent, green, still and oppressive - just before a tornado comes crashing into the Earth.

I fell asleep with a tightening, compressive feeling of dread in the pit of my stomach. During the night, I had a very strange dream. In it, some angel or guide who was unseen showed me 2 people corresponding or writing to each other on a computer screen. The text was rife with betrayal and was clearly mocking my son Ben and myself. I don't remember the full message or words other than the very ending signature. It read this way: " ! X that"

I recognized the writer of that line; but, refrain to identify because more often in dreams ... those people are only symbolic. And serve no more purpose in a dream as they do in your life. Inconsequential to the message and your life. But they get plugged into the dream so you pay attention to the message.

In the background, sirens were blaring. The kind that frightened me and made me want to hide as a child. Not our typical tornado siren --- more of the type heard in European emergency vehicles. That undulating wee wah wee wah wee wah. I didn't know why those particular sirens scared me as a kid. They weren't even our typical tornado sirens. So, I woke up in this weird spiral sensation/feeling but rather than wanting to run/hide as was usual. This time, I felt very angry and further determined to allow my son HIS voice. HIS way. And those who turn their backs, shut him out, shut us out, refuse to participate, refuse to respond, well ... STOMP to you. Maybe you'll forgive us down the road for being NOT silent and telling the truths that you don't want to hear. I will call you cowards because I can. :::BLAT::: That's all there was to the dream that I can remember. But, forwarding into the next morning and day which was Saturday March 12th, 2006 ... parallel views further opened.

As an older child, I watched the Diary of Anne Frank of t.v. and there they were. Those dread sirens. Hearing those sirens in that dream and the betrayal theme of it, made me think of Annie Frank and all her life reflected. Other parallels were occuring on another autism list [parallels to Anne Frank and the biblical Esther] and the incident on the "FC" list began to look more and more fascist in nature. More Wizard of Oz/Wicked Witch - ish. lol What we didn't know was the "silence whippersnapper!" person who stomped foot and demanded our exclusion using her "authority" as "OWNER OF THE LIST @" ! was actually a PhD "disabilities educator" from a University in O-HIO!

That following morning, we noted a 3.3 earthquake had occurred during the night just off Lake Eerie in O-HIO. Then the news reports began the following feeds late Saturday and Sunday:

'The trailer came down right on top of her'
Tornado/Storms leave 5 people dead in Midwest

(CNN) -- Tornadoes rampaged through the heart of Missouri and into Illinois on Sunday, killing at least five people, authorities said, capping a weekend that had already seen two deaths blamed on severe weather.

"One hundred homes or businesses received significant damage or were destroyed," said Pettis County, Missouri, presiding commissioner Rusty Kahrs. He said at least three tornadoes had touched down in Pettis County, about 70 miles east-southeast of Kansas City.

Kahrs identified the fatality as 39-year-old DeAnn Frances Follman, who he said was exiting her mobile home when the storm hit. He said six others were injured and two were missing.

A neighbor of Follman's told The Associated Press: "The trailer came down right on top of her."

Toto ... we're not in Kansas anymore. Annie is very sorry for the family/friends who experienced the trauma of this violent windstorm. Annie, friends, and family have literally been in the center of very destructive tornadoes over the years. It is humbling, traumatic, and brings mindfulness of Spirit and its mysteries. However, in pointing out parallels, this story was just way too eerie and pertinent. The trailer "house" fell on top of her?? Look at her name. Within it is a parallel to "Anne Frank" whose very spirit seemed to be alive and moving through the two autism lists. While searching for some documentation on that Diary, Annie was stunned and amazed to discover that the same date of that tornado .... Saturday March 12th .... was the anniversary date of Anne Frank's death in a Holocaust Concentration Camp. The photo shown below was found in a 1800's account of a tornado in The South. All that was left standing as a reminder of the powerful Forces that both destroy and create, end and begin, was a large brick oven chimney.

You bright readers and lifebearers can draw the parallels and reach conclusions on your own. I'm going to hug the children and thank God for guides, angels, messengers and others who have helped us see that traitors, betrayers, and that the greatest harmful influences are often right in our very midst from some deluded "spiritually advanced" people representing themselves as "helpers" "guides" or "angels" for our children. Here's my final word to those people:

GO FLY A KITE!

IN HELL! [it's where you're bound to stay until you let go of ego and torturing denial.]